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[10 Jul 2005|02:29pm]
livejournal... i'm sorry i haven't thought of you lately. the evil myspace has consumed me and i promise i'll try to be loyal to you again. i will promote you!

LIVEJOURNAL
LIVEJOURNAL
EVERYONE USE LIVEJOURNAL!!!!


the end; for now.
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[01 Apr 2005|08:32pm]
i'm crazy.


my parents leave tomorrow at eleven am and don't return from arizona til nine pm next saturday. kayla and david are great great kids, but it's hard not to be stressed. no matter how many times i hear "don't worry, i'll help ya out" and no matter how many people say it, it doesn't help. i'm freaking out here!

i'm tired. however, i want to stay awake til 10:30 because kevin may come over after work and i just really miss him. we have spent a few hours together each day this week, but i was either in a shitty mood or asleep.. i want happy quality time with my boyfriend! i want to hug him and kiss him and loove him. yup.

must.stay.awake

i'm going to go into work for a little tomorrow just to make sure kiera isn't going insane. 20% of all vera bradley 9-6 tomorrow if anyone is interested! hahaa MARCH MADNESS ON APRIL SECOND!

this kids in my class were so cute today, "miss boslee, there is a spider on your head!!!!!" ... AHHH ... "APRIL FOOLS!"
rebecca said, "miss boslee, i'm going to april fool's you! ... i didn't do my homework!" hahah she was soo funny

t'is all. g'night
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[07 Feb 2005|02:53pm]
[ mood | excited ]

gooooooodbye!!!!!

my mom just woke me up, "kristen.. asu is on the phone." "why??" i started getting nervous. "hello, kristen? i just wanted to be the first to congradulate you on your acceptance to asu" ahhhh okay!

i'm still sick, didn't go to school again today. my immune system sucks. i'm hungry today though.
that's all.

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[03 Feb 2005|08:13pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i thought about things, about what you said... and you are gone. many of you. you're not good friends.

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[24 Jan 2005|02:09pm]
[ mood | numb ]

how do you get that lonely
by blaine larsen


it was just another story written on the second page
underneath the tiger's football score
it said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
they found him face down on the bedroom floor


there'll be services on friday at the lawrence funeral home
then out on mooresville highway, they'll lay him beneath a stone...

how do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
to make the call, that having no life at all
is better than the life that you had

how do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
how do you get that lonely... and nobody knows


did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
did his mom and daddy forget to say I love you son?
did no one see the writing on the wall?

i'm not blaming anybody, we all do the best we can
i know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

how do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
to make the call, that having no life at all
is better than the life that you had
how do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
how do you get that lonely... and nobody knows

it was just another story printed on the second page
underneath the tiger's football score...

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first sentence from first entry of the month [21 Jan 2005|09:34pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

january - how is everyone?

february - i'm just kind of hoping that everyone that smokes weed would just shut up about it because it seems to me like you simply think it's "cool" and feel the need to brag about it...

march - only updating due to lack of anything else to do.

april - lately i have found it easier to talk through lyrics

may - i worked last night until about eleven. didn't go exactly how i wanted it to, but oh well..

june - everyone expects it to be nice and warm outside because it is june, face it, its not, put some clothes on and close your windows.

july - worked eleven to seven, now just wanting to sleep. but kiera and i are going out!

august - FRIENDS ONLY BITCHES

september - i'm sleeping over kevs tonight! =) good times

october - everything that jen told me to focus on, everything i had to look forward to, has found a way to be ruined.

november - the pus in my throat decided that it doesn't like penicillion and it has subsided a little bit.

december - i am so tired.

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stole this cause i was bored [09 Jan 2005|07:50pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I've kissed someone:
on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.

with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk.

who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.

who was going out with someone else.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water

who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.

who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.

with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.

on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.

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[09 Jan 2005|04:16pm]
[ mood | happy ]

peanut butter pie from the ground round is my favorite thing, ever.

yesterday was the best day ever. kevin came over early because i've missed him lately, i made pancakes and we ate breakfast together. my mom went out, so the house was quiet for us to watch a movie that he brought over. layed around doing nothing, my favorite thing to do. he had basketball at five, we didn't get lost! (christians mom only had one baby..) their team lost, but it was close. afterwards, we went to the ground round and had a very good dinner with some good conversation.. i've missed that lately too. i ordered a slice of peanut butter pie, and brought most of it home because i was absolutely stuffed. we came back to my house and kev stayed til i fell asleep.. around twelve.
today hasn't been bad. kiera and i worked 10-2, i like working. i like money. i have the best job. kiera makes me laugh. i am a stalker. kiera and i stand in the window and stare at people.. funny stuff! it WAS her! hahahah
i went to amys tonight for a while, and we did math. i hate math, but we did good. she's nice and i love her! jesse called while i was out, i called him back but got his voice mail. i hope he calls me back because my mom is making ham for dinner and invited him! JESSE, COME EAT HAM WITH ME! he better call! lol i miss him a lot.
i have much homework and make-up work, caitlin is coming over. i have to pee.
that's all.

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picturess [06 Jan 2005|02:33pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

title or description
whyyyy?Collapse )

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year in review [02 Jan 2005|02:19pm]
[ mood | amused ]

you're right... everyone is doing itCollapse )


"soon ends our stay here and it's been fun.
so tonight i'll raise my glass to us.
cause we've talked so much i think we filled this ashtray twice,
and i'm pretty sure we emptied every bottle in the place...


so let's walk home, let's be afraid.
i wanna grab you by the arms and kiss you so hard
let's do it right, under the streetlight
i want it now, somehow i forgot how

way to go, way to go
forgot you've got so far to go
way to go, way to go
forgot you've got so far to go

i heard everybody's voice cut out when you spoke
and i watched all the lights go dim when your eyes opened.
well i can't believe you showed up,
what do i do now?
it's last call, time to go
but before we say goodnight...


let's walk home, let's be afraid
i wanna grab you by the arms and kiss you so hard
let's do it right under the streetlight
i want it now, somehow i forgot how"

-----------it was fun guys =P

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[17 Dec 2004|02:45pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i've been so overwhelmed lately, especially this past week.. a lot of tears have been shed, a lot of sleep has been lost. i woke up about three times last night because of nightmares, i ended up calling kev around four because i was in hysterics.
hot flashes + migranes + nightmares + extreme moodswings = a problem...
monday couldn't come soon enough

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[04 Dec 2004|07:31am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

it's seven thirty. once again, i am exhausted. i have to take the sats today, and i'm a bit nervous because this is a huge part of my future. i really feel like i've prepared myself quite a bit, but what if it doesn't pay off? what if the 800$ that was spent on prep classes was a waste? what if i can't get into college? i don't know.. i'm freaked out.
i guess i'll just go eat some lucky charms..

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thanksgiving.. [15 Nov 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i decided that from now on, i want to spend my holidays volenteering at soup kitchens. i want to help serve the homeless food so their holidays can be a little brighter. anyone know how i can go about that? i'm having trouble finding a local place. any ideas would be appreciated, and anyone thats interested in doing this with me, let me know..

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[09 Nov 2004|03:22pm]
who just bought four tickets to the wbru birthday bash?!

KRISTEENNN!!!
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[31 Oct 2004|09:37am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

for the last week, my computer has been sick.
he's better.
now, i am sick. i've had a sore throat since friday.
i have to go to the doctors at eleven.
i think i have strep throat.
blah. blah.

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[22 Oct 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i heard this song at work tonight, and i really liked it...

he was sitting there beside me
throwing doubles down when he ordered up his third
he looked around, then he looked at me
and said i do believe i oughta have one more.
i hate this bar and i hate to drink,
but on second thought, tonight i think i hate everything.


then he opened up his billfold and threw a twenty down
and a faded photograph fell out and hit the ground
and i picked it up he said 'thank ya bud.'
i put it in his hand, he said i probably oughta throw
this one away, cause she's the reason i feel this way
,
i hate everything.

i hate my job, and i hate my life.
if it werent for my two kids, i'd hate my ex-wife.
i know i should move on and try to start again,
but i just can't get over her leaving me for him.
then he shook his head and looked down at his ring,
and said i hate everything.


he said, that one bedroom apartment where i get my mail,
is really not a home, it's more like a jail,
with a swimming pool and a parking lot view.
man, it's just great!

i hate summer, winter, fall, and spring,
red and yellow, purple, blue and green.
i hate everything.


i hate my job, and i hate my life.
if it werent for my two kids, i'd hate my ex-wife.
i know i should move on and try to start again,
but i just can't get over her leaving me for him.
then he shook his head and looked down at his ring,
and said i hate everything.

so i pulled out my phone and i called my house
i said babe, i'm coming home we're gonna work this out.
i paid for his drinks and i told him 'thanks,'
thanks for everything...

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call me a snoop [02 Oct 2004|10:09am]
i just found this in my sister's room. she's only nine..

if i had to disappear
wouldn't i have to go somewhere
and if i did, where would i go
would i be like the wind and
just go with the flow
or would i have to go to a
place, maybe somewhere in
outer space. would i have to
face things no one had
ever had to face
i really would like to know
if i had to disappear,
wouldn't i have to go somewhere?
-kayla boslee
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because i know you want to know... [01 Oct 2004|04:32pm]
one week.....

everything that jen told me to focus on, everything i had to look forward to, has found a way to be ruined. why have i been sad? i wish i could just understand my moods and have some sort of control over them.
i woke up at eight this morning to be at sylvan for nine. doug, meghan, scott, and steve were there too. i thought it was weird that all taunton high kids were taking that class. meghan made it hard to concentrate because we have so many funny childhood memories. we talked and made fun of how we used to be. haha we were in a club called 'the minnows' with chelsea litos and we would all tie our hair together!
i ended up getting an 1120 on my sat

......time for work
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check it out! [08 Sep 2004|09:49am]
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[13 Aug 2004|05:35pm]
s101......... i hate school and i hate homeroom.
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